'hate myself.... tmd..
GOH LI YI!! u tmd!! wang ba dan!!!
hate myself for slacking since after common test. hate myself for not doing tutorials. hate myself for skipping lessons. hate myself for being so complacent after getting my common test results. hate myself for not paying full attentation in class after common test break. hate myself for studying at the last min.hate myself for being so lazy. hate myself for regretting over things that had already been done. everytime also like that... do le then regret..
And becos of my laziness and stupid habit, i can't do my exam for today and saturday. today's exam 36marks is gone.. actually this is the module i'm most confident in.. but becos of all my stupid habit above, i dun understand the last 3 topic of the module.. tmd.. saturday's exam was also like that.. secondary sch i was also like tat... 'O' level was also like tat... always regretting after doing the exams.. Working hard in the beginning and slacking during the last few weeks is no use it's the same as not working hard at all... so i also hate myself for not being CONSTANT in my studies... tmd!
Argghhh.. tml need to work again.... i jus hate working.. i dun like studying either.. but i'll rather study instead of working.. have to wake up damn early tml, take the stupid 193, go to the ulu tuas (YCH) and work for long long hours.. arghhh.... I HATE WORKING!!! but no choice no work no $$.. arghhh.. sian ar...