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think yesterday was the last day that i'll see them bahx..? cos they themselves don't even know when they will be back.. All the 4 of them were kind of sad yesterday.. especially Ah di.. really can see from his expression.. before they left Kunda & Shu wei walk off with their heads.. Ah di shake hands with all the fans near the exit can see that he just '放不下, 舍不得' (will not forget that scene)
although i only started going to their events consistently during "ENERGY 4EVA" album.. but i did saw them during their "Come On", "无懈可击" & "E3" album too (only went to 1 event for each album).. but everytime i went to their events and went up to talk to them the bond between us just get closer and closer.. they are always that friendly no matter how tired they are always smiling.. during these 3 years they had work hard and did their best to achieve their goals unitedly.. all the fans had grown up together with them during these 3 years (though mine was only 2 years).. they also never fail to motivate their fans in our studies or work.. seeing them working so hard for their goals makes me feel like working hard for my studies too.. (to prove that pple who chase idols can also do well in their studies too) 我相信那些回忆将留在我们心中，永远不会忘记..
Most of the fans should be very '悲伤' now bahx.. i really feel that way now.. it's like losing something which important to me.. it's a feeling that all energy fans will know.. (ur might find me stupid.. they are also human being and they dun even know who u are.. but i can tell u that they are really sincere and they won't giving a feeling like they are very 'dua bai' always very '亲切' no matter how pretty or ugly u are) Last time we are able to see them every 3 months or longest 6 months.. but now it's like we can't meet for very very long.. (maybe 2 years or longer) saw 志勇's entry jus now.. very touching.. cried.. (even DJ se bu de too.. 志勇.. thanks for hosting Energy's event for the past 3 yrs.. 辛苦了~ 谢谢..) really really sad.. miss them lots & lots.. never like idols until like this b4.. not going to like any idols anymore.. sometimes i really hate myself for loving them so much.. *sobx*
actually wanted to start revising for common test today de.. but really got no mood.. went back to sch for some revision with irene's lecturer jus now.. was not in good mood jus now.. scolded Elson & Hou Min jus now.. pai sei~ cannot listen to their songs now.. will cry..
what i can do now is only to see them thru tv, their news & 留言 thru net, wait for them to rest and come back again.. rest well and bring us the best 作品， i sure at that time when they come back again, ur will bring us the best performance again.. i'll work hard in my studies too.. 我们一起努力。。 加油！MISS UR LOTS~~~~
