went to bp mac to study.. got lots of negative thoughts about my course and poly life.. share it with Irene and Elson.. 'yuan lai' we are on the same boat.. same situation.. then we did some engineering maths.. forgot all my sec sch maths le.. have to recap.. spent 4 hours there only did maths.. aiyo.. so slow.. then after tat went to segar for bball.. only Alvin, Elson, Hou Min, Irene, Leong Wei, Chin Chuan and I went.. i didn't play at all... then start to complain my poly life to them.. then i tell them in class, then i tell them how 'guai' i m in class.. tell them tat i behave very weird in class.. very quiet, 'nerd nerd' tat type.. then they ask why then i tell them i like tat cos i scare with my own character no one will one to make friend with me... then they say this: " if tat person really dun wanna make friends with you cos of your character, then u can rather don't be friend with him/her.. it's not worth it.." they ask me to be the original me.. wah~ it's so tiring manx.. have to 'ren', cannot be the usual me 'siao siao' 1.. always crapping.. laughing loudly.. think tat all my classmate think tat i'm those buai steady type.. everyday go study tat type.. and if probably if i tell them tat i loves sports like bball, they'll be shocked.. i think wat Irene said is right.. gonna change to the usual me.. but not that siao la.. if not later scare them.. loves going out and chating with Irene they all manx.. no pressure at all.. sooo happy & fun.. not like in sch.. *pui*
